I know that when I wake up tomorrow morning..there wont be any book-my-show scannings..there wont be anyone waiting at Airport 1 No. Gate Bus Stand..there wont be any bar to go to with my friends..there wont be any hugs/kisses..there wont be any laughter or partying..however still I hope as I go to bed..that there will be a morning tomorrow but I wudnt b there to witness it..does it make me an optimist or a pessimist??